ok, so i'm going sitting tonight. dawn needed last minute hep. it'll still be almost a week though, not seeing the girls.

sam came out with us yesterday, we walked around in suntec, got our eyes on some bags and stuff on one of those push carts. we met sophie, who's working really hard to get the cash. we walked some more, follwed my mum into carrefour and i bugged daddy into buying oth season 2 for me! I LOVE MY DADDY! he's the best, seriously. apparently we made a deal that if i passed humans for prelims he'd get seasons 2 and 3 for me, but i got f9 for prelims, and he still got it for me! he said no more, and i'm fine with that! he got season 2 for me!!

so to still stay in my parents good books i offered to carry the new broom they bought while still walking around suntec, making me look like some kind of crazy witch, but i got a new dvd set! we ended up at gelare where sam and i decided to stay in suntec while my parents went somewhere else to furniture hunt for amos's room. we didn't so alot, just walked around some more (broke).

sam came over for dinner after, watched the new dvds. sam got her dose of chad michael murray. i'm sure she enjoyed that. what she didn't get to see was in the episode amos and i watched after she left it was the dare night episode, where lucas scott walked around a mall in a bra and leather pants, and then in nothing but his underwear. she should have liked that. (:

sam, sorry i couldn't make it today. /:
jaclyn, well, you do whatever you have to do.

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its the beginning of the second week since we finished our o's. time seems to be passing so slowly. one day is so long. it still feels weird to me. i have this habit of waking up each morning and running through what i need to do in that day, and this few days its been really few things, today it was nothing at all! no studying, no sitting, no nothing!

i am going to follow amos and my parents to his school to submit his sec school option form though. then most probably to suntec after that to see sohpie at work! i miss that girl so much! too bad she's even busier now that its her holidays. /: we'll get together for some small party or something like that. (:

i won't be seeing kim and nat for the whole week until next tuesday! i'm going to miss the two girls! they're going to malaysia and i'm going to the red camp thing, so we agreed to start again next tuesday. nat was so sweet last night cos i left a little earlier and she was like "noooooo!" haha.

oh gosh, dad's here to pick us!

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jo-en's one month party was today and everyone thought it seemed like a less formal wedding dinner during lunch time.(: wu-yi didn't need to employ me anymore so i just went around, played with the kids. claire and dillon followed us to the party, and dillon was such a good boy! he was so talkative and playful, but i think finally he recognises that dad is his godpa. and he recognises us too, which is good thing. i've got to say, i'm surprised.

needless to say, poor jo-en was being passed from one person to another, but he was asleep throughout the whole thing! how? i wasn't there but i heard megan was awake during most of the first month party, since everyone was fussing over her. people were passing her around too. she was in kind of a bad mood today and kept making noise and refused to drink her milk, but people adored her all the same. (:

jaclyn's coming over tomorrow. i feel as though i haven't seen the woman for ages! we're watching a dvd and going skating and eating ice cream and tiramisu. like the old-er days. (:

i've got kimberley and natalie duty tomorrow. and i'm looking forward to it. ahma's even more excited than i am about starting to get my own cash. she said she used to do that too once in awhile when she was my age. how cool is that? (:

oh i found a gay guy slamming aaron carter in favour of jesse mccartney. he makes aaron carter sound really bad, but i still like both of them. (:
A.C vs jmac!

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i watched happy feet on friday with san-yi and the girls and the three monkeys and my mum. its gooood. tippity-tappity-tap! (:

kimberley and natalie are the sweetest things ever! i was there last night and this morning, and its been just great all the way. this includes hugs and kisses! and this morning as i was leaving they both said "i love you". awww. (: and i feel honoured cos natalie doesn't even greet her own grandma. she doesn't like her grandma. /: but she likes me!

visited wu-yi and jo-en today too. he's so cute, and he actually looks at you, like studying your face. i'm going to help wu-yi with the tables and people tomorrow. i do feel a little bad taking cash from her doing something she could have gotten jamie or any of the three monkeys to do for free. but thanks wu-yi! you're always pampering me.(:

to sam: i hope you get through whatever you're going through. call me when you've got time or something! (:

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dad's agreed to suscribe to cable! but when, i don't know. /:

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first time at dawn's place yesterday. two girls, kimberly and natalie. they're really sweet, didn't have any problems with them at all. (: i realised yesterday i wasn't really cut out for doing housework, but i can live with it. it feels good earning your own cash. people need to try it. that's for you, daniel!

followed amos to collect results today. he's happy, my parents are happy. compared to other people it isn't that good, but it was above expectations. (: so well done, amos. oh and stop being so mean to me! even sue said you were so mean to me!

mummy's company function tonight. i love how the way the hairdresser lady did my hair! when i took it off, i counted 37 pins, three rubberbands. haha. but i think it looked not bad. (: i joined the adults, finally. but amos didn't manage to. he was stuck with the kids. don't worry amos, i've been there, done that.

so it was kind of fun, the office people were noisy and crazy! and so were the funny games they played. i liked the horseracing one the best! and the food was so yummy! especially the beef steak, heavenly. (:

happy feet tomorrow and i'm going to babysit again!
goodnight.

ps. jaclyn, call me tomorrow! i'm afraid its too late to call you back now. /:

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another day spent with sam! (:
this morning's testimonial was a waste of time, especially since i'm not going anywhere for the first three months. so the teacher lady, i don't even know her name, went on and on and on about how to do this and that, boring the shit out of me. oh but it was kind of weird how i kept bumping into wenjun today.

incase you still don't know what testimonials are, which i only found out this morning, (no i'm not daft) they're actually like a piece out of your reprt book, and its coloured and says ilena is...

so lunched at yoshinoya, and then watched step up! oh i sooo love that movie! but why did skinny have to die, he didn't have to die for them to wake up. aaahh. so that dude is on sam's list right now. (: she's now got three guys. just need two more. that makes five. haha. so then we walked around, oh and i changed and collected some stuff for mummy at 77th street, and realised its not somewhere i'd shop much.

sam bought a top, i got a sexy piece. (; tanning with her again tomorrow. oh! i remembered, we got cheated of our money! stupid woman! she said she got tix, so we paid her, and she gave us freaking free passes she got from somewhere! grr. con-people makes me mad. its despicable. ugh.

cheryl lim! did you go missing? a few of us texted you! haven't gotten a reply yet!

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THE FREAKING O'S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

finally boy! i went over to jaclyn's after paper, just chilled. i love that woman, so much. i really hope everything works out with you. but whatever it is, i got your back alright? (:

and i came home, and took a greeeat, long nap. really long, really sweet. i realised i haven't had such a good sleep for a long time, and i deserved this. i deserved to sleep with absolutely no worries!

i had a funny dream, totally weird. and i found out tyra banks looks weird with no makeup on. she really isn't that good looking after all.

my busy woman went to malaysia today. i don't know if you're back yet, but i totally need you to call me. but i hope you had so much fun shopping today! its exactly what you need right now. (:

i don't feel like going to get testimonials tomorrow. i don't even know what they are. i mean i'm done! with the school, with the uniform, but they're still making me go back. ugh. but i'm not going to let that ruin my mood at all.

(:

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i love my mum so much! I LOVE YOU!

spending a ton of cash on new clothing for me? how can i not love you? not that i only love you for the shopping. (: but i haven't been able to get new clothing for quite a long time, so now that i have, it is great! i ask for nothing more (in terms of clothing). except for jeans which we couldn't find today.

2 peopls made weird comments today. one is the lady in the boutique. she asked my mum "ni mei mei zao shen me?" and my mum had to convince her "ta shi wo de nu er". and two is my neighbour from a couple of doors away. referring to me, she told my dad "whoa you're daughter so tall already, eh, oh sorry, your wife ah?" and then mummy turned the corner, laughing like crazy. i look old? ohno.

grandma's birthday dinner today. i found out that she doesn't even know which year she was born in! its something to do with during/after the war. hmm. i had so much to eat! and cos i'm having a cold, i was sniffling my way through dinner, laughing along with the things the rest were talking about. my dad said he wasn't really close to his sisters, being the only boy, so i guess that's why we aren't as close as the rest are?

yiwei, you're 7 and you may experience the same thing. you're position is kind of like mine. your dad's the only boy, and you're the girl born just before another baby girl was born. while everyone else calls the aunts ahyi, you call them gugu. see? its like another me!(:

samantha chan, jiayou on your tee thingy! (:
if you get the chance, this is for you. chad michael murray! (:

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i just spent an entire day with my dearest busy woman! like almost 15 hours i think! its almost the end of our o's already, and its time for celebration! after the paper sam and i headed straight to vivo! it is a good place to go when you're still in uniform. (: we caught material girls. its hilarious stuff. next movie in line: step up! (:

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AMOS YEONG ZHI XIAN, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!
you came home last night all tallish and smiley complete with presents and all. so fine, thanks for that.

BUT SO WHAT IF YOU GREW?!
that does not give you the freaking right to take my freaking phone early in the morning! it WAS your phone damnit, now its just a spare and my own phone is freaking spoilt. what, you think i LOVE to use that dumbphone?
don't you at least have the courtesy to wake me up to tell me that you need the battery inside so i could fking take my sim card out first before you went to that stinking party? or couldn't you at least have that least bit of responsibility and REMEMBER WHERE YOU PUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FKING STUFF?!
its not in the freaking phone you dumbass! so now i'm supposed to just go a day without my phone cos you were a cocky asshole who couldn't care less?

by the way, you owe me twenty freaking bucks, dumbass.

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this is absolutely fking retarded! everything is going wrong. i can't get ANY history into my head, i can't go to sleep, and my piercing is infected.

i had to tell my mum about it, but she didn't scold me, thank god. but i'm going to see a doctor tomorrow, i guess. it hurts really bad! and i can't even touch it. it stung when i washed my hair, and my hair, for some reason, keeps getting hooked onto it! ugh.

someone help me!

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my top 5 celebrity dudes i'd love to meet but would probably never get the chance:
5. bryan greenberg
not many people know who he is! but i like his music and acting. (:
4. chad michael murray
oh, lucas scott. but he cheated on sophia! ugh!
3. aaron carter
to me he's the second jmac! not as good looking but still.
2. cody linley
not as famous but the youngest good looking actor ever!
1. duh, jmac!
i've talked enough about him i don't have to list a reason.

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shout out to sam:
i've got no idea what's going on, but its hurting your body too. that's never a good sign. you didn't mention anything on the phone, so i may have zoned off a little there, sorry. but you've really got to hang in there. just focus on history. for your other two you're more or less done right? i guess what i'm trying to say is that don't worry so much about stuff, i'm sure you'll get through it unscathed. call me anytime! love.

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does anyone else other than me think that aaron carter and jesse mccartney are more alike then people think? they were born in the same year, are blondish, were childstars, and the works. see they both act and dance on top of singing, they both have had leading roles in movies, and have done soundtracks for disney.

some of they're songs are alike too. take, for example, i'm all about you and she's no you. both are about assuring their girls that although they can get anyone they want, she's the one for them and notings going to change that and more stuff along that line.

then again, the differences are countless as well but i don't think anyone has ever compared them before to see these similarities. but i guess aaron has sort of made it slightly bigger than jmac did.

sam: we've got so many places to go and so many things we want to do together once we're done with the o's. we calculated just a couple of hours, anything in between that is study time. so lets just make use of this one last week for the last two/three papers, alright? and i'd love for you to come over. (: i'll make time.

jaclyn: i don't know what the whole working thing is about man(woman). but it is still for the experience right? this'll be fun. you're antisocial right? you need to get out more often, and believe it or not, i'll try to make you more social. maybe i'll rope sam in to help.

danyeow: i had the most meaningful conversation with you. (; it is weird though, how they get the $$ huh? no one ever really thought about that until today. well certainly not the both of us and in the end we can only make assumptions. haha.

melvin: tanks for trying to get "insider's info". but i guess it'll still be all me in the end. /:

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i found a new show!(: as in for me la. house of carters. its a great show. the whole family's sooooo sweet! aaron's such a baby and nick's the real big brother. it is so cool! the five of them. but i love the way nick and the three girls really take care of aaron! nick piggy backs him when he feels sick! how sweet is that? aaron also didn't know how to do laundry and nick had to teach him. but then again they'll scream and fight. and amazingly they can be hugging each other but still scolding each other. its still really sweet anyhow.

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because i've been watching the new oth, don't be surprised its all about oth these couple of days.

season four i must say, is creepy. those who watch may know "watchmewatchu", the anonymous person who's constantly im-ing peyton, and obviously watching her webcam and follwing her podcasts. ellie, peyton's late biological mum, left her a letter saying peyton had a half brother. she talked about it on her podcast, and expressed her desire to want to meet this brother. she called the number her mum had left her, but the guy who picked up hanged up upon learning who she was.

a couple of days later, this guy shows up at her house, claiming he's her brother, and she let him into her life, not without hesitation though. lucas thought something was fishy about this "derek" guy, and he was right. turns out, he wasn't the real derek. he's "watchmewatchu"! who we could already tell, was a psycho stalker. he was absolutely freaky. he took tonnes of pictures of peyton, different parts of her body and pasted them all over his hotel room walls. he hired a prostitute to dress up as peyton, complete with ellie's jacket and a blonde wig, and had sex with her, afterwhich he stabbed her in the leg right where peyton was shot by jimmy the other time.

lucas went to the police, and peyton finally realised lucas was right when she found a picture of ellie in "derek"'s hotel room. she freaked. the police went to catch the real derek, and "derek almost raped peyton. at the end of the last episode i watched, "derek" managed to get away! damn, peyton has way too much happening in her life at 18.

also, because dan shot keith, keith's ghost was haunting him. "murderer" was always appearing in red paint, that only dan could see. but then "genesis 4:10" appeared on his wall, and dan tried to convince himself it was all in his mind, and left it alone. but whitey came in to talk to him, and read, out loud, to dan what he saw on the wall. freaky stuff huh?

to top it all off, nathan thinks keith's ghost was the one who rescued the three of them from the car, and both haley and karen are pregnant. yes, haley is pregnant. after the whole no-birth-control saga, she still ended up pregnant.

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its 4.20, and i'm awake, and watching youtube. i found oth season 4 on tere! and i almost screamed! i didn't even know season 4 had started airing. anyway, the first episode of the fourth season of my all time favourite show, is dark.

see although dan was already the evil dad in the beinning, he was soon a nightmare to everyone, as the evil mayor of tree hill high. in season three he also became the psychopathic murderer who killed his own brother. in this episode i've just watched, he strangled his ex-wife! which made my heart beat super quickly although its supposed to be a teen drama series. /:

keith died in season 3, so did jimmy. three people were involved in a freak accident in the last episode of season 3, and in season four cooper almost dies. up till the end of the first episode, he's still unconcious.

brooke broke up with lucas in this first ep, sad. and karen in pregnant with keith's baby. brooke initially promised lucas she wasn't pregnant, but took a late night visit to the doctor's with haley where it was confirmed that she was pregnant. and poor nathan cannot get over the accident!

it is DEFINITELY drama.

will update when i finish some more episodes.

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this week is finally over! i can at least enjoy my weekends.(: all i have to do is memorise history like a geekish crazy person next week, until friday, and THEN i'll have to wait for MONDAY, and THEN i'll be FREE! like completely free, i can do ANYTHING i want!(:

today's relaxation outing with sam was absolutely fantastic! although we didn't get to watch our movie, we got to eat ben&jerry's together. yum. sam said the stools there looked like cow's nipples. there were in the shape of cow's udders, yes, but she said cow's nipples. that obviously got me laughing like crazy. and then we were talking about how we should be jealous of fat women getting skinny boyfriends, but the fat-woman=next-to-us's skinny boyfriend was a complete geek.

we saw amadea's boyfriend today too, though i was completely oblivious to the fact that he was standing right there, next to her. i realised later, but no offence, and i hope she's not reading this, or he's not reading this, but eew. seriously. and i'm NOT being mean.

i kind of miss amos, but that's probably because he owes me money. (; come back to singapore! hurry!

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sam! i checked laguna beach out. its cool, but i've got absolutely no idea what's going on! there's like no storyline. and the characters look alike. and is this why you were so interested in jason mraz? they keep playing his songs.

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three more papers to go! its a pity they spread over a persiod of two weeks. history is going to be the tough one. i did screw up biology though. maybe i should just forget about cable tv. wait, maybe amos woul be able to get enough a's so uncle james will still get it for us. but if that's the case then we'd have sports channel instead of movie cahnnels. i wouldn't exactly like that, but i guess a deal's a deal.(:

well, not to talk bad about anyone, but it is a little too much when you pretend to like or do things that everyone else does. there's a reason friends are friends because of the different things they do.

and i still love jmac. mary was giving me a great massage the other day when i plugged in my mp3 to the speakers and one of his songs came on, and she said she recongnised his voice!(: how cool is that. a superb massuer and we've got similar topics to talk about! (;

i can't wait for school to be officially over. ugh!

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someone help me!
i know for sure, that if i fail, it'd be the end of me.
its been confirmed with daddy and mummy.
there is no cash
for me to go overseas for me to study.
at all.
which sucks.
but beggars don't get to choose.
if you've got too much money,
[coughs]
feel free to throw some my way.

papers were fine. they're over now, so no use talking about it.
sat around at sam's clubhouse games room thing, supposedly to do work but hardly got any work done. i only did four mcq questions!

funny thing was, there was this couple outside, and we heard that the girl was pretty overprotective over the guy, and we wanted to see for ourselves. what we did was that we took my chem tys and randomly selected a question, and approached the guy to ask if her knew how to do the question.
as expected, the guy's first reaction was to look up at the girl to get her approval to help two helpless girls in chemistry, which he was supposed to be good at. but the girl decided not to let him be a kind soul, but the be the kind soul herself. she took the book from me and started "teaching" me. i think she's so smart that she can't calculate simple math.(:
when we got back to the games room, we couldn't stop laughing. well, this is what you call clingy.(:

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the regret is getting to me, and despite all encouraging and comforting words, i eventually broke down in the car.
i'm sorry i didn't listen to daddy when he told me not to wait until i regret. in fact, i did the exact opposite.

special thanks to sam, for today spent with her was awesome. thank you for just being there and offering encouragement and support despite yourself already feeling so jialat
also to jed, who although was going through some stuff as well, did his best to cheer us up, and pray for us.
to jaclyn, for the smses. you know what i mean. (:

wish me luck!

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this life, is officially screwed.

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this is completely retarded. i've got a terrible headache, the haze is coming back, and there are people somewhere in this block clapping really loudly every two seconds. and now they're singing. with a tambourine that's totally off-beat! what does a girl got to do in her own house to get any last minute studying done?!

if not for my music, i'd be dead.
listen: just so you know

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i just visited wu-yi and baby in the hospital. man, the little boy is so cute!(: well, to me all babies are, but to sam...(: megan's already three months old. time just passes by so extremely quickly. comparing her with the baby, she's not that tiny baby girl anymore. she sure has grown, alot. sometimes, hospitals can be a good thing huh? but charles, hope you get well soon. take care!

grr, i'm so complete ly going to fail my o's. look at how studious people are around me, and i'm like super slack, feeding babies and watching tv. i'd have to thank uncle james for his extremely encouraging words though. although i'm pretty sure he hasn't compared me to any of my peers, who are killing themselves studying, that's why he thinks i'm hardworking, when actually, i'm the complete opposite of that.

sam, omg, you're the greatest ever! you never fail to make me laugh and cheer and dance alongside you. sure, we all have our depressing days, but if you wait long enough, depressing moments will pass, and then there will no longer be any more D-words for us right? and remember your promise to me! and you got to teach me surfing. you know jmac surfs right? (;

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russel! you owe me money! i'm going to need all the cash i can get for the hols, man. (: thanks. and don't cut yourself shaving again! (;

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i have a perfectly logical reason to think this is just about the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me. about 30 -45 mins ago, i woke up. and thought it was morning already. i meant i slept at my usual timing, like midnight, and i don't know why, at 2something, i woke up, went to brush my teeth and wash up and stuff, and came online to do my usual youtube shit. and now, like 45 mins later, i realise its 4 in the morning. it should have occured to me to open my curtains, so that i'd realise it was still dark out, and definitely not morning, as in time to wake up morning.

i visited godpa yesterday, and wanted to check in with sophie but was told she was at work. the girl's working now. cool kid.(: i have to call her sometime soon. i haven't even spoken to her since we went for the singapore idol thing. that's long. if they're hiring, maybe i'll go work with her. afterall, i did spend my december last year with her too.(:

sam, i love you too! you're my pokey partner! i wish i had the pokey emoticons with me now. ohwells. *poke anyway. (: we've just got one week more and it can more or less be considered as over. you and jaclyn still owe me your pictures! anyway, press on! we're almost there! (:

i've got nothing better to do now, so,
jesse mccartney trivia:
before i start with it, i'd like to say yes, i think i do have a problem. one of those obssesive thingies, where someone spends WAY too much time obssessing over a person/object/whatever. i think i've got that disorder thing. help?!
-born in new york
-09041987
-19
-model/singer/actor
-katie cassidy
-son of scot and ginger mccartney.(scot the insurance company guy-that scot)
-oldest of three children
-younger sister, lea mccartney, 15
-younger brother, timmy mccartney,10
-joined sugarbeats at age 10
-joined dreamstreet at age 12
-two years younger than the rest of the dreamstreet dudes
-toured with bsb as opening act with dreamstreet
-made it biggest after group split
-jmac
-beautiful soul
-right where you want me
-invincible written in memory of "idiot" friend who killed himself drink driving
-all my children;JR
-summerland;bradin westerly
-tsl;jesse mccartney
-movie, keith, scheduled to release in march'07

omg, what am i doing? this is crazy. i've got to get back to sleep! like, now.

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